2010/04/12

Breathing Through a Wave of Insanity

I have given a description of a dream with a slight scare of eternal insanity in the beginning of december 2009. It is not a common thing for me to have dreams in which I turn insane or are very scared. Most of the time my dreams are quite alright.

The reason why I want to write down another one is because these dreams are quite impressive.

This time I was in a room with a friend of mine. I don't know exactly WHAT happened, but somehow our vision started to become blurred and things didn't seem solid any more. It felt as if certain entities were around and we couldn't trust anything any more and my friend was on the verge of starting to distrust me as well.

I really felt weird and a strange throbbing sensation entered my brain: it felt as if I would almost lose my ability to stay in control. I felt I was being pulled into this weird and rather fearful mode of perception and the only thing I could think of was my breath. So I tuned into my breath and continued to breath carefully and I noticed that my throbbing brain sensations moved to the top of my head, to my crown chakra and as I continued breathing the sensations slowly moved away.